Well, I've not taken my own advice and have ended up in feeling hurt again.
I got involved with - well, I got pursued by - a guy who was married. We met in January on a course and he started pursuing me in July, texting me when drunk, texting me when not drunk, e-mailing me. I resisted because he has a wife and kids even though he’d already been seeing someone else for 6 months at the beginning of the year. I didn’t want to be that kind of person.
Anyway, he left his wife a couple of months ago so I gave in. Part of me knew what I was getting into but after all his overtures I thought it would last more than one night. But that’s it – he’s gone quiet since. It’s all so familiar to what I went through at the beginning of the year.
And how quickly I can feel as I’m about to topple over the precipice into depression. It’s frightening.
I feel hurt, rejected, gullible.
I’m pretty sure that he’s seeing his ex again. The signs are there and it’s my instinct that he is.
I thought this would be more than one night though.
Will I learn this time?
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